I feel ugly right now.
No explanation really, I just do.
When I look in the mirror I don't see myself, I see a body that is strange to me, unfamiliar, alien.
I remember a time when I was happy with how I looked, but it seems so long ago, and I am not sure that I can ever get there again.
I'm too young for this shit
Fuck it, I'm going to bed to cry myself to sleep.
I am sure I will read this in the morning and wonder what the hell I was thinking.