Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Fisting, Paper, Scissors

Continuing on my recent interest in edgy play topics, today we will be discussing fisting!

I believe that for the past year or more it has been MJ's secret ambition to get his very large hand into my rather small vagina. Despite the fact that I have had two children, my vagina remains rather youthful and tight, probably thanks to my kegal exercises. I would say that my vagina is rather 'average' when it comes to width (I can accommodate standard sized sex toys with no discomfort), but it is rather shallow. My first boyfriend possessed a penis that was 8 inches long, and sex was almost always excruciating. We simply could not find a position that avoided having him bottom out and bump against my cervix like a battering ram. MJ has an only slightly shorter male appendage and there are positions with him that make sex exceedingly painful. Since MJ and I have been fucking for nearly 5 years I know what positions are going to be too deep for me. We can't have sex with my legs up over his shoulders while he is on top. Doggy style (which is really one of my favorites) can only be done when I am a wild, writhing, horny mess. Any position designed for 'deeper' penetration is a no-no. All that explained, I wonder if fisting will even be possible for me, considering my vagina.

MJ is a BIG man. He is nearly six and a half feet tall and weighs 300 pounds (although anyone who meets him is surprised by this because he carries it very well). He is not one of those tall and skinny, rather awkward-looking (in my opinion) men. His nickname in his younger years was "Clydesdale" if that is any indication. He is my big strong man and he has hands on him that can palm a basketball no problem. It's nearly impossible for him to find comfortably fitting winter gloves (which is a real problem living here in Canada and all, LOL). His hands are LARGE, no doubt about it.

So, big huge hands + average size vagina = good luck with the fisting, LOL.

On Monday night he nearly managed it. First he teased me into a wild, squirming, sopping wet, horny animal. Then he started in, first two fingers, then three, then four, then the thumb too. Pretty soon he was in past his knuckles, and he actually managed to get all the way in past the widest part of his hand. He says that there was only an inch or two to go until he was up to his wrist in my... well, you know.

But that was it for me. I don't think that it hurt when he tried to go deeper. I kind of felt like there was no more room. I haven't asked him how it felt for him, or what he thinks stopped him from getting all the way in. I am sure he will tell me after he reads this. He probably knows better than me, considering I was hardly conscious thanks to the endorphins and my orgasm(s). Speaking of orgasms, I think I actually managed to have two orgasms! I had one that felt like it nearly killed me, and then when it subsided it felt like I had another small set of spasms. Could they have just been from the first orgasm? I have never had more that one orgasm at a time (usually I can only have one per night actually). I have no idea what multiple orgasms feel like.

Anyway, afterwards I felt like I was in subspace. I just wanted MJ to cuddle me while I lay there feeling like I was made out of jello. I don't clearly remember the rest of the night even. It was amazing.

I honestly have not read a lot about fisting. I never thought that it would be possible for me, especially with MJ. I used to think that it was pretty disgusting and fucked up...

Funny how ones limits become blurry once you start down the garden path of BDSM.

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